teardrops
hello :) gua mau crita" nih . gua uda bingung mau crita ke syp lg . akhirny i found this blog . udah ga keurus lg myb . tp gua masi suka crita dsini kok .24 November 2009 . 22:48
gua ga tau . gua uda coba buat lupain lu . tp knp gua masi nangis sendirian kl mikirin lo? knp gua nangis kalo baca" sms lo yg dulu? inget smua memori gua sm lo cuman bkn gua sakit hati . kyny susah bgt ngebuang lu dr idup gua . deep inside my heart, gua mau bgt lupain lu . mulai idup gua yg baru, brg temen" and myb someone new . including nganggep lu sbg tmen bae gua lg ky dlu . but honestly, gua ga bs boongin diri gua sndiri klo gua ms syg sama lo . dger lagu yg lo suka, inget hal" kecil ttg lo . and that's why i can't forget u . terlalu byk kenangan sama lo (even it's good or not) yg ga bs gua lupain gitu aj . ad saatny gua sok kuat dgn blg gua pst bs lupain lo but in fact, i still can't . ada saatny gua sok keren dgn blg cowo ga cuma satu but in fact, cowo emg ga cuma satu tp sampe skrg blom ad yg bs bkn gua lupain lo . ada saatny gua blg "gua bs dpt yg lbh bagus" and that time too i realized that, justru dy yg lbh pantes dpt yg lbih baik dr gue . saad gua tau dy suka sama org laen, mgkn di luar gua masi bs ktawa" and walk with fake smile . tpi di dalem hati, i prayed "God, give me strength to face this all , cause idk what sould i feel if he has someone again . it will pain , don't let these tears drop here now"
gua dsini cman ngluarin unek" dan sekedar crita . ga ad niat ap" . no hard feeling and no offense :)
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