Hello blog world! Long time since my last update here right? Been so busy lately. All about school-love-family life. School, math class makes me gonna crazy soon. The teacher was so mad for givin his students freakin much homework to do! Dance perform at 5th November, wish me luck :) Photography club, and English Club too.
Love is by choice, not chance. Why this post is titled like that? Cause I've feel this thousand times. We may fell in love for one person we choose, and love circle starts. Stranger-friend-bestfriend-lover-stranger. Understand my mean? Haha I broke up with my ex about one week ago. And my life still goes on right? There's no sense for cryin over one guy, cause the next one will make you smile! Just wait and don't search for love cause love will find you :)
Friendship. Hmm nothing's wrong, I think. Just sometime feels like missin my old friends. Junior high school friends, I meant. How I miss you all so much guys :(
Back to love life. Ergh. Feelin bad, honestly. I'm fine, absolutely. But you know what I mean lah, even I don't love him anymore, I just feel.. Lonely? Maybe. Still feel jealous when he text with other girl. I know you're not mine anymore and I know this feeling just for temporary moment right? Tomorrow, one week, one month again I will forget you and letting go. Accepting you as my ex and love you as my friend. Haha. Calling myself plinplan when I wrote this. Who cares, I know everybody feels that. No hypocrite, no mask, no fake smile! Haha.

Honestly the truth is I already know. I just fake smile for you to know "I can survive with or without you!"

Xoxo- Jessica Andriani :)

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