I'm about thinkin 2010 runs too freakin fast. Suddenly flashback in my mind. Dari NYE sampe skrg uda bulan Desember, lagi. It means, Christmas, exam (actually already over :D) and New Year, 2011. Kadang gw mikir perasaan baru bulan Januari, skrg uda mau Januari lagi? Pengen rasanya puter balik waktu, dan kadang nyesel juga kalo inget dulu sering waste time buat hal-hal yang ga penting. Kadang nyesel ga ngerhargain moment-moment yang dulu gw anggep, "Ah, this is so effin boring" but the fact? I'm missin that time skrg. Emang bener banget yang bilang "Pas ada ga dihargain, pas ga ada baru kerasa kehilangan". But there's always a lesson for every single thing, right? Gw berharap dengan berakhirnya 2010 dan mulainya 2011 gw bisa lebih dewasa, lebih bisa memaafkan, lebih bisa kontrol diri gw lagi. Okay, daripada gw ngalor ngidul disini mending gw bikin 2011 resolution :)
1. Thinner until 50kg!
2. Good marks at Chemistry, Physics and Mathematics
3. Learn Salsa and Tango dance (:DD)
4. More mature.
5. Good relations with family and friends.
6. Boyyyfriend (This is conditional, anywayy :p)

Take time to realize that imma sucha fool for waitin you. Sucha stupid for still lovin you. But I know that there's time for you to finally realize that imma the one. And I'm leaving now. I'm done trying. Byebye shoo sugar! :)

Hello-dello bloggers! You know me already lah since october 2008, gliran lg rajin posting blog rajin bgt sampe one day bs 5x posting. gliran males ya ky gini. but that's not a problem right? ;)
Trassshy trash, feelin lyk imma stressed out lately. Fuh-reakin out abt biology thingy, bacteri and all abt that make me wanna throw that (un)important bio text book into the rubbish bin and sleep all night long. me missing long holiday fo-sho! errr watching world cup until 4am and nobody complain abt that, watchin korean drama, crying and enjoy that soo much.
What abt now? studying lyk hell ew. I don't want to be doctor, scientist or sumthin like that k. Just wondering for being chef, manager of 5star hotel, graphic designer, dancer, or maybe housewife? Gah idk with those random ideas that poppin at ma mind, sometimes I think about my future and blank in my head. Stop talkin about this topic, make me feels lyk the person who doesn't hv purpose for my own life. Ew I hate to admit, honestly. I just want to be happy and yes sad at a little time cos life wud never be that flat rite? Stop, now.
Hm. Attending such a good and kewl event yesterday. Sumthin like KKR or kayak pelepasan pengurapan gt. First time gw nangis kejer di dpan umum. Dan diliat byk org. That isn't a problem sih sbnrnya, cause I love my God :) baru nyadar kmrn kl Tuhan gw bner" ud superduper baik dan berkatin gw bgt slama 15taun gw hidup. No matter how much I fall, how much I do wrong. Pkoknya mulai skrg gw bakalll brusaha bwt jd anak Tuhan yg baik! Haha ok been so religious td ya kan? Bacanya hampir ga percaya klo seorg Jessica Andriani yg nulis but that's true, there's no old me. Hahhaha ;))
Talkin about lovelife. Gw capeee sbnrny bahas ini mulu. Intinya skrg kan ud putus like I told at the previous post but my life still goes on rightyy? Even he throw me like bubble gum. Idc, suatu saat dy bakal regret fo this time kok :) karma is exist babess! Haha! Lmao. Ah-nyway, screw my eyes. 5watt already. Tik tok time to sleep. Sleepy head :3 I miss my insomnia at holiday, sleeping at 8am and fine. Hhh goodbye bloggers! Loveya, hug anddd kissess!♥ ludovicajessica

Hello blog world! Long time since my last update here right? Been so busy lately. All about school-love-family life. School, math class makes me gonna crazy soon. The teacher was so mad for givin his students freakin much homework to do! Dance perform at 5th November, wish me luck :) Photography club, and English Club too.
Love is by choice, not chance. Why this post is titled like that? Cause I've feel this thousand times. We may fell in love for one person we choose, and love circle starts. Stranger-friend-bestfriend-lover-stranger. Understand my mean? Haha I broke up with my ex about one week ago. And my life still goes on right? There's no sense for cryin over one guy, cause the next one will make you smile! Just wait and don't search for love cause love will find you :)
Friendship. Hmm nothing's wrong, I think. Just sometime feels like missin my old friends. Junior high school friends, I meant. How I miss you all so much guys :(
Back to love life. Ergh. Feelin bad, honestly. I'm fine, absolutely. But you know what I mean lah, even I don't love him anymore, I just feel.. Lonely? Maybe. Still feel jealous when he text with other girl. I know you're not mine anymore and I know this feeling just for temporary moment right? Tomorrow, one week, one month again I will forget you and letting go. Accepting you as my ex and love you as my friend. Haha. Calling myself plinplan when I wrote this. Who cares, I know everybody feels that. No hypocrite, no mask, no fake smile! Haha.

Honestly the truth is I already know. I just fake smile for you to know "I can survive with or without you!"

Xoxo- Jessica Andriani :)

Heya guys! Super duper lama ga nongol ya gw di blog? Haha untungnya blog gw belom basi, or berlumut, or lebih parah expired. Haha :) Lotsa stories yang mau gw ceritain, jadi harap maklum kalo this post will be so panjang lol. Let's start!
1. I MISS JAKARTA SO FRIGGIN DAMN MUCH
That isn't mean I don't like to be here. Kinda fun. I met so many new friends, bestfriends, another enemy (?), boyfriend :p, and also brand new world lah. Jadi inget pas gw sedih mau pindah kesini si Rendy bilang, jgn sedih lah sgala macem, ibaratnya lu kesana restart idup. Yah bener juga, gw emg berasa kaya restart idup disini. Ga ada yg tau gimana bejatnya gua pas SMP, gimana mau stresnya gua belajar di Penabur, HAHA :p Skrg gua disini. Honestly, gua kangen bgtbgtbgt sama masa SMP. Masa-masa menggila bareng bareng. Cabut PM. Nyontek pas TO. Belajar mati-matian buat UN. Kejar-kejaran sama Mukim+Yuni. Shit I miss that time so much. Kangen gading, kangen cipinang, kangen banjir, kangen macet. Argh I miss Jakarta so much, mau balikkk!
2. I MISS MY BESTFRIENDS :')
#P5-13, Selvia Carolina, Inez Theola, Jessica Citra, Nova Elaine, Indri Agatha, Shelicia Shusmita, Grace Priscilla, Karina Gisella, Rendi Lingga, Romario Anthony, Karel Otniel, AND ALL. super.kangen.kalian :')
3. New World
Dulu gw bangun jam stgh5, jam stgh6 uda jalan ke sekolah. Macet macet di jalan naek darah. Sekarang jam stgh6 gua bangun aja uda bagus, jalan jam 7 krg6 menit. Go home at 13.00. Totally different 180degrees. Yang dulu pas gw kelas9, gua hampir tau semua nama anak" kelas 7-9. Yang dulu seleboran di sekolah, tau semua nama guru. Sekarang anak seangkatan aja cuman tau beberapa doang. Yang deket apalagi. Tapi kalo boleh bilang, I like to be here. Life is more simple now :)
4. <3
I.Love.D
I love you for no reason. I love you just the way you are. You're so precious, at least for me.
5. Dance
After long time! :) I love what I do, I do what I love. And dance is one of that thing. Dance is NOT my hobby, that's my passion.

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